So, I thought I was feeling better about things. Then a comment started nagging at the back of my head. And I couldn't figure out why it was bothering me.. So, I thought about it for a while and realized that I was probably right about something.. And now I don't know what to think/feel/do. I hate that this happened. I was so happy for a minute. I felt like "Hey, things are heading toward the right track and they feel good, for the first time in a while." But.. I dunno. I'm like.. fuming. I need to calm down and not be so mad until I find out for sure. Hopefully I can find out tomorrow.. And I dunno. If I'm right about this, I dunno what's going to happen. But, if I bring it up, and I'm wrong, that could be a problem too. But I think it would be better for me to go ahead and do it and know the truth, than to be ignorant. I know that my bringing it up is going to cause problems, but I think it's for the best to go ahead and get it out there.
I can already tell that I'm not going to be able to sleep, considering it's 6 am and I'm wide awake cause i can't get this off my head. I hate being angry. Especially when I don't know whether or not I should be.
We need to talk. And then I promise, I'll leave you alone. I'll put this to rest.
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