New Chapter: Day Four

Today was better. Even though I hate it and I think this is a really stupid mistake, I'm moving toward acceptance. If she doesn't want to be with me, then that's really all there is to it. Sucks, and it's dumb, but oh well. I'm not done trying, just yet. I still think there's hope for us. I'm still going to try to make her see that, but I don't really think it's going to work. But I'm used to fighting losing battles.

Woke up, hung around, played some Marvel. Ate some lunch. Took a nap. Went to work. Made decent money. Took a $150 delivery to Cox Hospital and they gave me no tip. Then they called ths store like 20 mintes later asking if "That nice man could come back by" because they "just felt awful" that they forgot to tip me. So we finish closing and then Megan and I hung outside and talked about LOST and like everything else on the planet for literally an HOUR. I'm excited, though. When the Season 5 DVD's come out, Megan and I are gonna ask off for like 2 straight days and have a massive LOST Season 5 Sleep-Over! haha! I'm freakin pumped. So anyway, I leave and go to Cox and the sweet girls from the NICU gave me like 16 bucks! So, that was pretty sweet. Ended up making $76 bucks for the night. Can't complain.

Now I'm eating pizza and listening to Boston. I don't work tomorrow, but I do get paid. And then I'm gonna spend the day playin Marvel with the boys, possibly hanging with Marissa, and maybe goin drinkin with Julia and some of her girl friends. Things are ALMOST as good as they could be. All I'm missing is my sweet little thang by my side.

Oh well. I'm not gonna give up. She's the only thing missing from my life. She's what I need to make life complete, and I'm not gonna stop until I make her see that we belong together. Cause we do. That's all there is to it. Done. Finito.

And now T-Pain is on. I'ma buy you a drank.

Okay, and now I'm rambling observations. So I'm gonna go. Have a good night. If i go out and have a few with the girls tomorrow, I may forget to post, or I may post random obscenities. So I apologize for tomorrow in advance, regardless. haha See ya!